I've decided not to write on here anymore. I don't really feel close with anyone who reads this (no offense) because I haven't seen any of you in years. I feel an intense need to reinvent myself and do new things, and this just feels like a worn out part of me that I'm trying to change ( Read more... )

Whoa, I feel really weird right now. Dunno how to describe it. Definitely haven't been myself.

I owe everyone an apology for the entry that was here that I deleted, as I've had several complaints. It wasn't directed at any one person and was innapropriate to post on something my friends read. I'm pretty good at hiding my bitterness in real life most of the time, and I should probably do it here too ( Read more... )

That's it! Enough is enough! I need to get out of Boston and/or make more friends who are my age. I need to meet real people, not stupid bratty bullshit students. It makes me so sick I want to barf. Life is feeling way too one-dimensional and I'm getting stuck ( Read more... )

Lately I've started to think more about what I want out of life. I'm starting to feel like I'll be sick of Boston after no more than another year. So what's the next step?

The last 2 week has been great. Started working with Manifesto games online, which is nice. I make more money than I make at SONiVOX and I don't even have to leave the apartment. The vocal recording for Haste Haste was last weekend, and it was amazing. Easily the most fun I've had in awhile, if not one of the most fun things I've ever done. It was ( Read more... )

Professional competitiveness + strong romantic feelings = Me going fucking nuts.

Arg! I don't think things will ever be any different.

Vericon then recording this weekend.

I'm starting to think about leaving Boston, moving far away. Partly because of all the fun stories I hear from my brother, partly because rent is so expensive, and partly because I'm just getting tired of it here. This city is starting to seem like a glorified playground for college students, which feels really icky to me. I wish I had more friends ( Read more... )

Ugh, I can't sleep ( Read more... )

It's Friday night and I have no plans. Again. Getting tired of this. I live in a city with a half a million people. There has got to be *something* fun to do going on somewhere. At this point I'm convinced that I need a better strategy. Trying to develop my career is all well and good, but it shouldn't be a crutch to substitute social contact with ( Read more... )