It was darkish and smoke was in the air. loud music blasted. 12 year old british girls flirted with the bar tender and sipped on their fru fru fuck drinks with a slice of pine apple. still the music blasted. tired looking waiters carried gold fish bowls full of ice and a blue liquid and 10 straws poking out the top. we danced together, the girls ( Read more... )

I want to say something profound, that will stick in their minds and hearts. I want to say it quick and quirkily(is that a word?) i want it to reflect me, and the school. But i don't know how to write it yet ( Read more... )

LIttle things i love:
the sound of a tennis ball hitting a racket
odd tan lines
moonlight that's so bright it causes shadows
the face of someone trying to whistle
the sound of vanessa's teddy bear when she rolls over onto it at night
calluses in strange places
the duck move
and much more.....

thorn in my foot thorn in my heart thorn in my mind ( Read more... )

here's what is on the menu for my brain thoughts today ( Read more... )

It's truely overwhelming. College that is. I come from the middle of nowhere, a place void of technology and updated this' and thats. This is not a major problem i guess, however it does cause some rather ambarassing moments. Such as, i didn't know until today, what a soft serve machine is... or how it worked...sigh ( Read more... )

I have a soccer ball now. It's silver/ blue and has crazy cool black lines on it that make it look mideval. I am glad alexis gave it to me. My family really isn't a sport-y family and my recent passion for soccer has been a bit of a surprise to everyone. It came at a perfect time too, when i needed something to do that was relatively active that i ( Read more... )

true story ( Read more... )

i am unique he says. I try and i am innocent. i look at how i don;t fit in not how i do. he makes all the sense in the world...... and i have heared it all before... so why have i always pushed it out.
i have had a lot happen to me in the past few months.
i hope i hope i hope that things go MY way this time around.

Life is unfair, and i dont know why it would be, but it is so strange how unfair it is ( Read more... )