He is honestly the sweetest guy to ever live. Its funny how I honestly feel like he was sent into my life to help me grow as a person. I can just tell that he will be able to open me up to so much of the world I haven''t seen before. He is so cuddly and romantic, yet at the same time he is so silly and goofy. Things could really be good with him. I ( Read more... )

something is wrong with me. A couple days ago I had a seizure. Yeah, a seizure. Ever since then I feel really weird. My entire body is weak but my mind isn't. I just sit on the couch and stare at the walls, thats all I can physically do. My eyes are messing up. I can barely see cuz things are so blurry even while I have my contacts in. I can't walk ( Read more... )

I guess I'm just depressed. i feel like giving up on everything in my life. Nothing seems worth it. Singing isn't even working out. Thats the one thing I always took for granted. I was always the best, I was certainly always good enough. All of a sudden I'm not. All of a sudden I have no future.  I'm actually being encouraged to give up. Shit. I ( Read more... )

Whatever, I'm used to being alone. It doesn't even bother me.

What's the first thing you do when waking up in the morning ( Read more... )

Last final is in an hour. Thank God.

I moved out of the Dewar's today. It was really sad. I'm so happy that I got a chance to live with them for a while, they are truly wonderful people.

Just when I think things are oke, something comes back and reminds me that they aren't. I want to cry every second that I'm awake.

so, yeah. Just yeah ( Read more... )

I hate him

I hate him too

Oh, I also hate HIM

I hate her

I'm on the verge of hating you

Wow, Just wow

That happened way too fast

I'm so sick of this shit

I want summer and nothing else.....

All suffering is caused by desire

Fuck it all

I hate society. I think I am so stressed because of the pressure I feel to be things that I can't be. I'm not like other people, I can't make myself be typical. I iwish I could. I wish I didn't have a different view on everything. It would make my life so much easier if i could just be like everyone else. Being "interesting" and "unique" is great ( Read more... )

I am sooooo ready for the summer. I can't stand school anymore. skipping school to avoid the chistians near easter. I think that Aaron has noticed how I am drawing away from this. He almost told me that I had to stay at school tonight so that I could go to a resurrection discussion.  I was kind of surprised at how pushy he was.  Great, I am his ( Read more... )