ok so i have been dating this boy named ben rohde for about 4 months or sumthing like that & yes i do really like him but lately i have been just feeling totally oposite for sum reason i dont exactly know why because he hasnt changed & he has did nuthing wrong but i also am late on a certain thing & im fresking out & that could be why to but i ( Read more... )

ok so i havent wrote in here for a really long time since i lived with my mom so lets catch up i live with my dad now in harristown i no longer go to ehs i go to sangamon valley high school i am now a cheerleader there so i have no free time any more umm i still work at farm & fleet and im on probation again for another 6 months and i ( Read more... )

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ok so tonight...... well i got off work went home got ready went to kelseys picked her & carrie up went to matties then to the sherlock house of course everyone was drinking there, when is every one not drinking there? there were even people there drinking you would never to expect to be drinking but guess what me of all people who ( Read more... )

ok so today i found out my mom has sumthing wrong with her heart she dosent exactly know yet either shes goin to the heart dr. this week that was the most depressing thing so far today...
umm this past weekend umm carrie is acting very different shes being real mean & she says everytime she gets around me she doesnt take her ( Read more... )

hey...ok so everything right now seems like its goin really good in my life but then again it doesn't i mean i like this boy alot & i unno it just feels like sumtimes i get on his nerves or sumthin like he dosent like me i unno i just wish everything would fall into place soon i mean im really greatful for the past month because ( Read more... )

hey i kno i have already written in here once tonight but i have sum more shit on my mind...lately i have been feeling like no gives a shit or cares about me and theres no who i can care for either & when i do it seems like they dont want me to they just want to be left alone iunno i just need a companion or sumthin someone who i can ( Read more... )

today i woke up around 130 went to firestone & was there for an hour just for a freckin oil change! then came home & went on sum errands....BORING..... but yea then i came home & went back to sleep till about 6 walked up to the lake in a great mood then towards the end when jake & nathan were playing i got sad & depressed & ( Read more... )

so tonight was great because i went to wake the dead t o see jake play with his buddy nathan & they were pretty neat i liked their music its like techno or sumthin ITs ELECTRICAL! haha newho yea it was nice i always love to go to shows exspecially when im there with sum1 special! haha yea me & jake sat in his car like towards the end ( Read more... )