i came home from work and found flowers outside my door. im so not a girly girl but he got me flowers and i cant stop smiling about it.

im trying not to get too excited. but its just so nice to have someone new.
we just met and he lives in milwaukee so im trying to not read too much into it. but my god i love these first feelings. and he likes me. and hes coming back this weekend. and i cant wait. dont get too excited.

things have been a lot better lately. ive been more myself. ive been happier. and enjoying the little things. i realized who my true friends are. the people who text you after your test. or just ask how your day was. ive been getting surprised by people in the best way possible too. he apologized for being mia lately. i hadnt even minded that much ( Read more... )

i swear to god im fucking sick of it

so i know i shouldnt even be thinking about it. i shouldnt be dragging it out, hurting him almost. i told him i was in a movie where my boyfriend in the movie thought i was cheating and he goes "youre a natural....haha, kidding". bitter or is that just me? "i do have some stuff on my mind" he said, "i think you have an idea about what...guess". i ( Read more... )

i need some new friends.

or something.

you know what, i just want to be drunk with you and ask what were doing. because i dont know. and i thought it didnt bug me, i was totally fine with it, but then you keep dropping fuvckinghints and i just dont understand.
i wish people would say what they fucking mean, because i cant figure it out.

he talked about "our relationship" again. he wants me to come with him skiing during spring break. he invited me to come up to his familys lake house sometime, either to go ice skating in the winter or boating when it warms up. he wants me to help him with his thesis and have a literary debate on the book hes reading to help him ( Read more... )

i just came back from a study break with ted. its ridiculous how much i like him. every night when i walk home from his place all the guys out still hit on me. and i walk by smiling, knowing that none of them interest me anymore. even my senior isnt tempting anymore ( Read more... )

"im really shy" he said "and even when i want to make the first move, its really hard for me" but then he kissed me lightly, hestitantly ( Read more... )