Yesterday was perhaps the most bizarre day ever. I'm baffled. I finally feel peace now. Everything fades into a sublime calm. Funny how the year rounded out.
***This is the end. I put an end to this year. It’s been bad, it’s been good. Now it is time to let it undertow. It will become the past, as everything eventually does. I'm still ( Read more... )

The universe is order and I needn't worry. Yesterday wasn't so great, it was basically drudgery and I had a bit of a headache. Today was better, but still a bit woozy. Everything here is scraped out and it looks quite empty, and it's a different feeling than what I thought I'd feel. Not joy exactly, but a good vibe, and being here alone helps ( Read more... )

Maroon 5 was awesome tonight. I've never seen Town Pointe that packed. Colin, Marta, Sean, Jen and I had an awesome time jammin' out. Brian and Rebecca were there, and Brian was trying to hook me up with one of his friends, Buck. I'm told that's the guy's real name. We had a very scary and interesting conversation. Evidently, Buck's got a " ( Read more... )

The room is starting to go naked. It's sad but affirming. I just want to get packed up and go home. Once there I'll pack away everything I'll not be using at camp. The stuff I will be using at camp will stay out and I will be living out of a trunk. Remind me again why I'm oddly excited about this?
***I am going to try to get pink eyeglasses ( Read more... )

Whisper something soft and kind
And hey babe the sky's on fire, I'm dyin'
Ain't I goin' to Carolina in my mind

In my mind I'm goin' to Carolina
Can't you see the sunshine
Can't you just feel the moonshine
***I am so antsy for school to end and camp to commence. I got an updated staff list and I geeked out. A lot of the kids I went to camp with ( Read more... )

So this morning. I found myself taking on a responsibility of a good friend or even girlfriend and was happy to do it. Then I realized that I was taking on that job without any of the perks. Hmph. Not that he meant to make me feel that way, I offered to get him a drink and wound up concerned for his health and got him a sorta balanced breakfast ( Read more... )

Big Fish is all about tales and the telling of those tales. I want to be a storyteller. I even sometimes imagine myself in different spots, dreaming up things that never were but could be on the page. I understand Edward Bloom. That's the way I work. Jen said, after watching the movie, that the twins were probably never joined, that was just a ( Read more... )

and oxygen is a designer crusade, 'cause we all fight to breath.
***My friend is home! When she's gone, it's so different, but now that she's back I've realized in more how much I miss her. She understands me, and she's the only one to date that fully gets who I am. Sometimes, when it's been a long time since I've seen her, I miss her and forget ( Read more... )

En el jardín parece hablar
En voz baja a las rosas

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I just like the image that the song lyrics create, crystal fountains in the garden where the water whispers to the roses. It's in a place of dreams and love. Ah.
***There's only a little time left to go. I love this place, but it's just really time to end this year. I'm still trying to ( Read more... )

I walked today. Quite a bit. I got to enjoy the weather, even as cold as it's been today. Timmons showed us a really funny movie, East is East. He is a weird little bald man, but I like him. I did not like the ten page essay, but since I'll be peer advising for him next year, I'll forgive him.
***Today I decided to mull. Was I foolish for ( Read more... )