happy birthday, saba. i love you so so much and i want/need for you to get better. please get better.

tuesday night - jesse's early surprise birthday at saddle ranch.  i worked really hard to make it work, and seeing his face when i took off his blindfold made it all worth it ( Read more... )

i got into santa cruz!

finally, a school i would go to!!

shit ...

4 more months.  it sunk in, and i'm not really ready to leave beverly. or people. 59 days.

so far ..

accepted:
SDSU
SFSU
Boulder
Indiana
UC Riverside

still waiting:
UCs
UW
Pitzer
BU

being a second semester senior is great :)

2007. the year i graduate high school, the year i go to college, has finally arrived ( Read more... )

too bad dance co. isnt what it used to be. i miss '06.

i'm off to ny tomorrow with gali to visit jess.
i'm excited, and ... no dance co.! wow, i can't believe i just said that.

sad, i know .. but i don't want to be away from jesse for the 4 or 5 days that i'm going to be gone. 
i'm going to be lame and call him every day. maybe twice a day. oy.

wow, i have not posted a long entry in quite some time. i dont like posting much on lj anymore though. i'm over it. however, that is all about to change on this very special occasion.  i am going to vent like i have never vented before.

ready. set. go.

college. i am so over this get-into-college-application-sat process, and i've barely even started ( Read more... )

what's the point?

it happens
every
single
time.