Well, I have been so busy with everything going on in my life, that I really havent had time to do anything, let alone write in this. A friend from Phoenix came up last weekend, and I busted my own surprise party (which i really had no clue about and had to apologize to all my friends here for) I just showed up too early and they were decorating. ( Read more... )

It seems i am finding less and less time to write in this....along with less and less time to really do anything that is of any importance to me. My time left at home is coming to an end so quickly. I have like a month left. That is seriously only like 4 weekends. It seems like a long time when you say it but if you really think, its not. I am ( Read more... )

Well, I just wrote this huge venting letter that was like 3 pages long in this thing and when i tried to post it it disappeared or something. God i am so technologically challenged! But at least i got it out in the first place, i guess everyone else doesnt have to see that shit...anyways, Im back in shitty LHC again...I guess Ill write more later

well its that last day of school, im really kinda of sad that its here. Today sucks too. After we get out at 12:30 Im going out to luch with some friends, then Ive gotta be home by 2:30 so that JR can pick me up because hes driving 2 hours to see me, but i dont think that this will be a good idea. He was not good for me, he really screwed me over ( Read more... )

Well Friday night I saw Star Wars, to tell you the truth I really didn't enjoy it very much...and i like star wars some what, i fell asleep like three times so maybe i was just tired or something...or it could have sucked, whatever the reason ( Read more... )

Bleck I just took my spanish final, I dont think i did very good...And all my other finals are starting Monday...a whole weekend of studying. Oh joy. Anyone got any good plans for this weekend? I have a wrestling barbecue tonight...a whole bunch of hot guys and their friends...hmmm. Of course I would never say anything to anyone, and they probably ( Read more... )

Geezus! My mom (real one) calls me this morning and tells me that I am being subpeoned(sp?) to go to court on May 24, the same day as my family reunion, to watch her and my dad fight for custody of me when i dont live with either of them! And i havent lived with my mom for 8 frickin months. This is ridiculous. And i will not miss the last chance i ( Read more... )

How do you people get all the little faces and things for music and everything? Either Im not looking hard enough, or its right in front of me and im a dumbass!

This code of stars
encrypted in the
darkness
remembers evil
blackening thoroughly
enclosing light
drowning life
and subduing the day
into endless night....

Today was not a good day...everything is getting way too stressful! Thank god school is over next wed. or i don't think i would make it. Even though I should be praying for an extra week cuz i am definitely NOT ready for finals but hey at least they'll be over with....I have a bunch of foreign exchange friends coming up this weekend too, and a ( Read more... )