Well, I don't know how long it's been since I have even considered writing in this thing...I read everyone elses every now and then ( Read more... )

Usually I take great joy in the rain...but today my mood seems to match it...no estoy deprimida ni nada asi....pero si estoy triste...muy triste como algo en mi se fue....una luz, que ya no brilla.....y estoy contemplando las cosas que he decidido a hacer...lo hice bien...mal?....ahorita no importa...al menos no siento que si......llorando no va a ( Read more... )

yeah i know its been a long time and whats more im not here to chat about what ive been doing lately or ask how everyone is like i should...no, im just here to complain...its 1:10 in the morning and i just want to fucking sleep...however i have racing thoughts for no apparent reason and cant seem to calm down enough for my lids to close...im gonna ( Read more... )

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i just looked at the little sun depicting my mood....thats definitely not it....hmm

sometimes i just want to sit and cry for no reason at all...but sometimes in my mind all of those reasons are catastrophic ocurrences....on days like today i just want someone to hold me in their arms and never let go, cradle me and let me be immature...maybe even play with my hair. Its on these days i feel like you dont want to touch me at all. I ( Read more... )

going down to chandler tomorrow to attend the homecoming dance of hamilton high...hmm, should be interesting, hopefully at least slightly enjoyable because i missed my own homecoming and i do get to see some family and friends so all in all i have a bright outlook...any chance any of you all lost souls down there will be attending?....talk to you ( Read more... )

A veces me pegan muy duros....los pensamientos de alla....hoy fue uno de estos dias...mejor este momento...estoy aqui con ren, completamente contenta...y una cancion, veo todo....veo las cosas que hice con tanta claridad...mis amigos, estan aqui con migo, puedo sentir los besos en mi cachete...placticando de mi vida en lake havasu como fuera otro ( Read more... )

YEP...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYNN...HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY. :).

hmm today has been interesting, and busy...i have gone through the range of all emotion i think...to start off...yesterday was scotts birthday (yippee), and i finally met Ed, (who i adore, very glad i met your aquaintance dear),...fun was had, late night woke up late, had to go to work at kmart, so i went.....it was busy...but i was happy...i ( Read more... )