this is going to be a rough entry, rough to write and rough to read. but for some reason i think it's worth it ( Read more... )

today was terrible. it should have been wonderful, but it didn't turn out that way ( Read more... )

i misssssssssssssssssssssssss youu.

what the hellllllll.

this italian project in ruining my life and stealing my sanity. friday at 11:00 i'll be the happiest girl in the world. haha right ( Read more... )

and i officially hate hate hate hate hate this.

so i haven't written in a while. truth be told, i've been avoiding this thing because i've been extremely frustrated in the last few days, with myself and pretty much anyone and anything around me. but i think i can handle the written word tonight, so let's begin ( Read more... )

Let it all out ( Read more... )

i've never felt so numb.
everything i try to do to get rid of this feeling just ends up making me feel worse.
and everything i do is wrong...but what else can i do?
as dmb aptly put it, this is like, "clinging to straws while drowning."

I'm sick to death of you ( Read more... )