Well Its been forever and a day since Ive posted on LJ, hell I dont even know if anyone still checks to see if Im still writing... Anyhow, here it goes...I suppose its time to move on and forgive, its eaiser said than done in my case but I suppose I can give it a good try. Ive done some stupid s*it and well Ive paid for it dearly. So...Time to move

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I hade a momentary lapse in my judgement. I finally talked to Leah, without yelling, screaming or walking away...

"It's On ( Read more... )

I wish I could fly away..Fuck it all to hell, Im tired of loving, Im tired of feeling, and I want it all to stop. Well, so much for being a friend, all I am is trouble.. Seems I have some fucked up issues and Im taking it out on Leah mostly, but it seems that you hurt the ones you love, doesnt it? Im going for treatment here soon, but Im not sure ( Read more... )

The Reawakening of a dead soul ( Read more... )

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Crowded streets all cleared away ( Read more... )

My mind isnt swirling out of control ( Read more... )

Well right now I should be sleeping..but sleep is the furthest thing from my thoughts. Theres just to much going on in my head right now. I suppose I'll enlighten you (whoever reads this shit) about why Im awake and havent had a real decent nights sleep. I suppose whats bugging me the most is, Im not happy with aspects of my life right now, and ( Read more... )