hi my name is tracy, i'm carolines oldest sis sorry if i have nudged you all but just thought you would all like to know about caroline. i have no idea where any of you are in the world but please feel free to contact me through carolines journal. her funeral is on thursday 16th november at 3.30pm teesside crematorium (st. bedes chapel) please join ( Read more... )

hi to all that knew caroline. she passed away on 9th november very peacefully in her sleep. she was the most courage person i know and never stopped fighting until the end. i'm sure she is sat there smiling and laughing at us because this is not the end she is starting a new adventure shes just waiting for us all to join her. love ya sis xxxxxx ( Read more... )

So as you know, I was going to see that surgeon to see if he would opperate on me... well... he said he would give it a go! Though even if when he opens me up and looks inside he may just stich me back up again... I have a chance... it des have it risks... but... yea. I was so happy I wanted to cry. He is going to book me in as soon as possible, we ( Read more... )

Well, a little while ago we asked my chemo doctor, Dr Wadd, for a second opinion to Professor Seymour who does drug trials and such. My Aunty June got his conntact details from this lady who has been in the papers and such, don't know the whole story around her ( Read more... )

Just home for the night since I was in a emotionsl state and wanted to just be home, My wound is leaking again... neverending isn't it? The dcotor didn;t want me to come home since I need some antibiotics for some bacteria they found in my blood which is concerning them. Luck be on my side.

I wish to write more but sleep needed.

Well after the last hospital spell I went to the hospital again, at that time... it was... sinking in that my cancer may be... uncurable... I must have blocked it out the first time it was said ( Read more... )

Well last week on Friday I ended up in hospital... again. It's the wound I have it was just... pouring with gunk ( Read more... )

Finally back online. Been redecorating my room so I haven't been on the internet for ages. New furnature, painted walls, carpet and a shiny new computer ( Read more... )

Well... as to last times question of how long my tumour has been there... my Mom thinks it started growing like... 4 years ago... that seems like a long time... no wonder I slept alot ( Read more... )

Hmmm... almost a month since I was last at my journal... guess it was just getting my head round things and all ( Read more... )