i keep getting obnoxious, porn-laden spam at work.

also looking for a new apartment since my landlord is terminating my lease by august 1st- a totally bullshit date. i spent the weekend looking at "beatiful", "spacious", "modern" shitholes inhabited by slobs. how do people live like this?

Ahh, this is what is feels like to be 14 again. Except now I have the cognitive ability to understand that I am being utterly ridiculous and foolish about this whole thing. For the last 6 months, I have had an on-again, off-again crush on someone who I know I will never date- which is really, really irritating. Every time he's gone and I get over ( Read more... )

i'm at work right now, but need to vent for a few minutes about my no-good, god damn piece of shit car, which just cost me $1100 last week for new brakes , routers (sp?), and a radiator leak, and is now going to cost me another $1200 because of a fucking blown head gasket ( Read more... )

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I am sitting in my sister's flat in London, resting and trying to amuse myself after a day of sightseeing and shopping in South Kensington and Knightsbridge ( Read more... )

Well, the new job is keeping me busier (and more exhausted) than I had anticipated. With a commute that totals at least 3 hours a day and a workday of 7:30-4:30, I spend most of my time just wanting to go home and sleep. It's worth it, though, since I like the job and am doing well there. Plus, I'll be back in the Boston area soon to relieve my ( Read more... )

So I've started (sort of) dating this new guy, who actually isn't a new guy but who has recently taken a new role in my life. I met him for the first time a year ago, hated him, and then was reintroduced to him at my Christmas party when I was falling down drunk and he took care of me (took care of me = put me to bed, set my alarm so I could wake ( Read more... )

Breaking into the publishing world is much more difficult than I had anticipated. I feel very frustrated, upset, annoyed, and, above all, helpless. I am sick of being turned down for jobs (or even interviews)and can not think of any way in which to make this situation better. I simply do not know what the hell to do ( Read more... )

I work at the Department of Corrections- the prison, with all of the inmates , correctional officers and other random droppings of society. The sad part is, I kind of like it ( Read more... )

I saw my therapist today for the first time since my European "episode" and came out with a relieving insight. In short, she diagnosed me with a condition that I actually have. After all of the doctors and years of emotional distress, I finally- FINALLY- have uncovered my problem. Dysthymia- a mild form of chronic depression of which I am a ( Read more... )