A pathetic lament screams up at me from the filth of the sidewalks ( Read more... )

In my heart is a freckle-faced girl ( Read more... )

Helllo, Hello ( Read more... )

Because I rest easier thinking of the things I've done, whether good or bad, than the things I haven't.

I dreamt that my Aunt Linda told my sister and I we had to go swimming in this small body of water. The edge of the water was the top of a waterfall. My sister and I floated towards it and as we approached the edge I looked down, to see a massive rock sticking out from the water right below me. I knew at this point that I was "a goner." My ( Read more... )

So I no longer live in my house in NK. I miss it so very, very much! My mom left Ron this weekend and we cleaned house and now we're living at the Oakland Beach house. It's not so bad but i just feel really sad for my mom. Ron seems to be happy with it, that stupid fuck, but I miss Lucky the most ( Read more... )

Whaaaaaaaaatttt uuuppp Motherfuckers! Am in school and am scrambling to do all the necessary stuff required to graduate and move on to a higher education. I will be a big huge f-ing loser if i screw up and don't graduate. Well im outta here to suffer through the next 3 or more hours of the school day.
peace out
-carleighj

Feeling completely unmotivated to do absolutely anything today. I don't want to go to school, don't want to do any college stuff, don't want to go to ccri tonight. I just want to sleep and be lazy but it really isn't an option i have to be a good carleigh and do all that fucking shit to the best of my ability or else everything will ONLY get ( Read more... )

I've Been Dirt Poor and Damn Happy. It's fucking possible when you're fucking MADLY IN LOVE!

At least within this concave of depresssion
I know who I am.