well im at school and its 5:45 pm... and well amber is outside with her bf and im in the library alone. i dunno what to do. no matter how much i try to forget her i just look at her and think that i cant forget her and ive got to keep on fighting for her. but no matter how hard i try and no matter what i do she doesnt want me anywere near her. her ( Read more... )

well.. ive been working on somthing for amber for a few days and i was getting finished with it.. i wanted to see what ambers friend thought about it.. most like it but 1 person was like. she wants you to leave her her alone.. and it hurt like hell. why do i deserve to be in the situation were i cant do anyting right.. why when i try to do good it ( Read more... )

well today sucked... i tried kissing one of my ex gf and it felt so bad.. i felt like i was cheating on amber... damnit this sucks... there is nothing i can do... and when i did kiss her it felt so bad.. and when we finished i was hoping to see amber.. grrr i dunno what to do.. its like i cant have her cause im a asshole and im the most fucked up ( Read more... )

well today i was trying to avoid every confertation with anyone.. im not having a good life right now.. nothing is going my way.. well today i saw my ex (amber.. im still extremely in love with her) and kiss her new bf... and it hurt like hell.. i went back inside the school and cried like crazy.. its like she totaly doesnt give a crap about how i ( Read more... )