I promised flowers so I got them loaded before the little ones started really getting crazy. I thought it would brighten everyone's Monday, always a rough day, but with time change a little rougher. This will make you think spring! BTW, these are from my wonderful daughter, just to let me know, that she was happy I quit smoking and to keep going ( Read more... )

My weekend was so busy, that I had no me time at all. I usually like to do that on the weekend, since during the week, I'm running all day with kids. Today, was the worst, I had the baby, went to the grocery store with baby; do not recommend. Cooked with baby, do not recommend and cleaned up food and other baby debris most of the day. I was going ( Read more... )

Guess this is a good time to post, since I'm up anyway. I must admit I will be happy to be able to sleep again. Yesterday was better for me, I wasn't quite as jittery and I didn't snap anybody's head off. I will call that a win! I of course had kids all day, but for the most part we had a ball. Of course I got to vacuum several times, I have three ( Read more... )

Man I will be glad when I can actually sleep again. Going to sleep no problem, staying asleep, serious problem. Maybe I should try no patch at night or something. I'm thinking of lowering my dose, because it is making me shaky. I had already cut myself down to less than 10 smokes a day, so maybe I should have went with a lower dose, this is ( Read more... )

Today, I actually almost feel human, except for not being able to eat. I'm still hearing my stomach give out monster sounds, but not as often. We had a beautiful 6 inches of snow and I couldn't even go outside. On the positive; this weekend it will be 70, woohoo. I am hoping I will be better and out of the house be then. I have checked on Scooby ( Read more... )

you may ask yourself why, so am I. Well it looks like I have picked up a virus that the kids I keep have had. I can't quit tossing my cookies and my stomach is making sounds like a monster in a horror movie. I am freezing on top of that and have 2 comforters, a thick blanket, sheets, long PJ's and a robe on, still freezing. I do not need this on ( Read more... )

well here it is Saturday night and it is raining and cold; waiting for the snow tomorrow night and I have played about 200 hands of Spider Solitaire, guess I'm a little bored. On the plus side haven't even thought about having a smoke (thanks Oregana). I still have very little voice, but I'm here and that is a good thing. Hmmmm....where is ( Read more... )

This is a post about life changes; for the last several weeks I have been very sick, though I tried to deny it; it was smoking that was hurting me more than anything else. Over the last few weeks I cut down but refused to completely stop. I thought things would get better, if I took my meds and waited it out. I kept the kids even though it hurt to ( Read more... )

I thought it would be fun to do a day in my life; Daycare by day and cake maker by night or weekend. By Friday, I need more vitamins. I'm still going with no voice, but I'm used to it now and so are the kids I keep. I want to say I'm sorry for not posting more, but by the time the last child leaves, I clean my house back up, cook dinner, shower, ( Read more... )

My weekend was very boring, the highlight being getting to go to Dollar General and buy household stuff. D is driving me crazy being at home, he hogs the TV, we have two and he plays remote tag with both of them. My sons stopped by on their way back to DC, looking for food and then they were gone. I can't talk on the phone, no one can hear me (miss ( Read more... )