so today wasnt bad at all it was good.
saturday= me,jessica,cj, and alyssa ice skating ahh
i cant wait.
lets get high ahhh jk

im with alx now(:
i love him so much
i wanna spend the rest of my life with him:D

its valentines day.
day 5.
i keep starting over.
longest i got so far was like what 21 days
im pretty damn proud of myself.
i want one right nowwwwwwwww god damn

alx if you eevr this
im sorry babe i really am:/

i ended up in the hospital because my asthma,like last week or something.
im happy my parents havent found out i smoked,they will never know.
Day FUCKKKKKKKK ITTTTT
KILL ME NOWWWWWWW

20 days i cant do it im done.fuck i have to start over anyways its day 4 now.

sorry babe.
i told you its hard to quit.
im trying my best too.

i need help.
the pain
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
im going to die.
i need a cig :(

ah fuck it only been 4 days without a cig. this is the hardest thing ever.i razor my damn hair so ill take my thinking about smoking away. i cant help it i smoked since when like 6th grade. i cant fucking help it. and all sudden i need to quit. im quitting for my bf he doesnt know i smoke well i dont know but he said " ill hate you" and shit. so im ( Read more... )

omg i havent updated in years ahh.
well me and Allen are over for GOOD.
this christmas was alright
New years was pretty cool
Alx asked me out(:
hes a cuteface for sure.

so Monday me,Jessica,and Alx
are gonna celebrate martin luther king day
yay haha

kool aid,watermelon,and fried chicken

no im not racist
Jessica thought of it and shes African

so i still like this guy..but my friends going out with him now,
but whatever one day ill get over it right?

RAWR! me and Darryl are going to taco bell for my birthday.
even though its like across the street im driving ehh im such a lazyass.
tommorrow im 16 FREEDOM TO DRIVE BY MYSELF RAWR!