: baby i just want to let you know that youre the last thing on my mind before i went to sleep and the first thing on it when i wake up tomorrow
: and i love you

should i believe this i cant im scared too.

wow My dads drunk again, besides that it was great today ( Read more... )

i screwed up with this month. homecoming,friends,family everything. my dog is gone as my father told me. gave him away. he was crazy just like me.GIZMO i want you back! just my friends i keep ahh i dont know. family i just dont do anything right. i want a boyfriend, a boyfriend that at least understands me. all i have is my best friends and i gotta ( Read more... )

god i like Ben again oh well. i cant just stop liking someone because im forcing myself to stop.today was weird. went to the Imax i think it would be amazing if someone took me to the henry ford muesum for my 16th birthday i would love it.

i just wanna break down and cry
i want my friend to be okay
i havent heard anything since 3 days ago
i really hope shes okay
i got a new tennis racket today:]

i guess i dont like Ben anymore. it was pretty pointless. we never actually talk and stuff. im crush free:] but i gotta say hes still cute ahaha

i got a 102% on my English test. i felt good about it.
i have tennis today yay not fun actually

i think im getting back in drawing:)

so i have a huge crush on Ben and i have no clue why its not like we talk everyday.and i have a feeling he doesnt like me like that.woww okay im rambling on about pointless things yo dont wanna hear. And i still have feelings for someone i want to be over him now im sick of him. Homecoming was cool besides me being sick and all.

wow i failed my math test i suck

i like a boy

okayyim so damn busy.im on Varisty Cheerleading and JV tennis. sucks so much. i been hanging with Megan like everyday. i was at a cheerleading thingy ha well football game cheering them on. and i got a homecoming date yay Ben