I have been really confused for a while now and i really don't know why. I have started listening to my NickelBack cd and i really don't knmow who i am and i really wished i did. I don't know my favorties it has all vanished. I don't know my fav color, movie i don;t know i don't even know myself anymore. I wished i could talk to people now but i ( Read more... )

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Tears fall from my eyes,
now all i see is blood,
blood fo tearss that can not be repaired.
Falling into darkness,
now i am lost without a life,
now no one can find me
becasue i am gone.

Don't look for me becasuse i can not be found,
so don't loo, don't ferget,
i will come to you soo keep your distance.

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OKay Jon first i have to say that when people when on your journal and left comments i didn't say anything and didn't tell them to write anythign i promise. I really don't know what else to say but i am sorry for how u feel if u even feel anything. U dont understand a few thing and later on i hope we can sit down and actually talk but thats if you ( Read more... )

Okay i know i have already written today but i need to get some things off my back that is really killing me. Well you may already know that i am not with Jon and it hurts to look at him and not cry or plan suicide. I really don't know what to do. He was my strength that had to keep myself alive everyday now i am soo weak that the tears that fall ( Read more... )

I am soo alone i lost what i thought was my real love. i am just a hated person. no one loves me i want to jump off this world and never look back all i do is get hurt when i try to be happy. I thought you loved me Jon i thought you cared why did u do this to me. WHAT did i do. And why did u have to bring this business onto livejounal. now i a ( Read more... )

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Well right now i am in study just talking to simone and its great. Well i am just having a ball i am actually having a good day for once holy shit. I am staying after for the snow sculpturing and then i hope my mom will let me go to the talent show to watch that should be great. I really wonder what are class play is its very interesting ( Read more... )

Well i am really depressed right now i feel like umm never mind nobody cares sbout me anyways. I seem to just piss everybody off so y the fuck should i bother anymore. i Feel like i am slowly floating away from all this pain in my heart. I want to get away i want the dream to come true, i want the dream me and Jon have been talking about going to ( Read more... )