Today was..interesting. Heh. Idk So many things happened that i was just not expecting. Idk Im wickedly confused on a certain situation and i just have absolutely no idea what to do. i mean for the past idk how many days now i've been talking about nothing but steve. I get all happy when he says 5 words to me and now this is happening. I mean i ( Read more... )

Yeah. My mom is on the phone again. I hate it. She always complains that im on the phone for forever but shes on longer than i am. I mean the only time im ever on the phone is if angela calls or i need to ask ravin something. Idk. Its pointless. Today was soo..idk. I've been up since 5. I couldnt sleep too much on my mind. Get to that later. ( Read more... )

Yeah well i wasted idk how many hours fixing my myspace. And now its all pretty. Yeah. My eyes fucking kill. I was suppose to go out last night but no of course not. Couldnt. This is like the first weekend in forever that i havent done soemthing. Idk. I watched Dawsons Creek for like 3 hours this morning and after im done with this pointless thing ( Read more... )

I just reread a bunch of my journal entries and i've been talkking about steve for like over a month.

Yeah im obsessssed

Today was awesome.
Had to turn in my bread for spanish.
It was hard as a rock.
Got candy in chem.
Passed my math test.
ThenStayed after with Jess ( Read more... )

I had a shockingly awesome day. I had idk sort of a bad morning. But that changed quickly. I dont know. I becoming more obsessed with steve everyday. And thats BAD.I cant get like this about a guy again. idk. I probably have no shot in the world. I told ravin i was gonna ask him out today. Obvioulsy i did not go through with it. It would kinda make ( Read more... )

I dont know. I hate how my mother never listens to me when i talk. I hate how she always interupts me. I hate it when i try to explain it to her she just interupts me again and starts yelling at me. I hate being jealous of all of my friends. I hate how guys think all my friends are pretty. I hate it how all my friends have boyfriends. I hate myself ( Read more... )

i just wrote like a whole entry and idk what happened to it..okay ( Read more... )

Well. Its been a weird couple days. We went to the football game on friday. That was..idk alright. Hung out with ravin courtney jess amanada and a few other people. Some interesting things happened. Nothing to do with me. But whatever. I took some pics. Yeah how interesting. Yesterday ravin and her familia picked me up at 1230 ish. We went around ( Read more... )

Its 548. I have like 10 minutes to write this and i dont think im gonnna be able to but i'll try. Schools been okay. Its getting better. I had a couple really bad days. But its getting better. I have a totally crazy weekend. In like 30 minutes i'll be leaving to go get ravin and we're going to go to the football game against amsterdammm. Should be ( Read more... )