looooong, looooong time no write. everytime i think of updating, i realize that i don't have anything all that interesting to say. but hey, i'll give it a shot anyway ( Read more... )

lately i have had no desire to either write in livejournal or do anything on myspace. i guess it's good, because i don't like spending ridiculous amounts of time on the computer, but i also feel like perhaps i should write every now and then ( Read more... )

i really don't get online as much as i used to at all anymore. i've been coming on about every three days or so. it's actually okay with me, though. i go to sleep earlier and spend less time on mindless things such as myspace. plus, i really don't have much to write in here anymore. i just thought i should update for the heck of it ( Read more... )

this week has been rough. on monday, wendy had her surgery... it went from two in the afternoon until she passed away at ten o clock at night, because her heart finally gave out. we didn't find out until the following morning, and it was really hard. i mean, everybody knew it was coming, but it's still difficult. her funeral was yesterday... it was ( Read more... )

well, it's official. this week is the week that the unbearable feeling of hating school has set in for me. for some reason, it wasn't even bad last week. but this week is too much to handle. every day i come to school and have noooo motivation. i think it's a combination of the cloudy skies, shitty/cold weather, knowing that exams are next week, ( Read more... )

it seems as though i should also post the obligatory new years post, which, according to the patterns i have observed in everyone else's entries, should contain: 1, a brief overview of good times/lessons learned in the past year; 2, an explanation of how i grew personally; and 3, a few resolutions for 2006 ( Read more... )

this weekend has been fine so far, but i am realizing that two nights per weekend are not enough. there is not enough time to hang out with people. i say this because i'm babysitting tonight, so my night's shot now. even though i need money. but still. i'm getting sad, truly, truly sad, because i don't see anybody anymore. but even when i have a ( Read more... )

i don't know how okay i am with the fact that weekends go by 39876 times faster than they're supposed to. not cool ( Read more... )

(i'm switching to writing in all lower case letters. it takes too much energy to capitalize ( Read more... )

I almost forgot - tomorrow night Aud and I are having a birthday shindig at my house. Come around 9 if you'd like... everybody's invited. And I mean EVERYBODY.