so basically last nigth i had a dream taht i lost the election...the wall of rejection was covered in all my letters, my erg was made out of straw and so i pulled a 2:12 split and jason got really mad and i was like JASON>....ITS STRAW. so i had to do my 2k alone....thankfully it was all one big nightmare involving everything that i fear and it was ( Read more... )

they are lonely and remind me that i have to take the SAT and like go to school and like take responsibility...dang. plus i have compnay this week so i have to clean out my bathroom...im going to die. i have to read a 300 page book in two weeks...and thats not even me procrastinating. ridiculous. but whatever this weekend was fun and i got to ( Read more... )

p.s. team dinner was hecka fun even though they forgot to feed me. true love. im still cold...and still wearing a fucking eskimo parka.

SO...basically I am going to Mexico tomorrow and I havent even had time to anticipate it or allow the excitement to build up. It doesn't even feel like im leaving...but I AM. THE EXCITEMENT IS STARTING TO HIT. I am getting sick and my bones are tired of the cold wind chills *arctic chills*...I sound like a chainsmoker and need a break. I skipped ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS 2 by 6k which kicked my ass but was tight because i was really high off endorphins afterwards. it was glorious. i went into harry potter mode. orgasmic. mmmmmmmmmm now im tired especially from making a really intense valentine. woot woot goodnight

WAS ridiculous. but hawt like whoa at the same time. lisa ann (mom) and i got in a fight which sucked but whatever and i got to hang out with the boo two nights in a row. SWEET. vday on tuesday?!