this makes me feel peaceful... and worry about failure.


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so i get to house sit for friends for 10 days. awesome, except for the fact that new haven is so empty and lonely that i try to leave as much as possible... i wonder who i could convince to come visit me here, though, given that i'll have a whole house to myself.

You Are Japanese Food
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i just want to know something. anything, really, will do at this point.

i'm leaving. its official. january 9th, plane to LA.

i think i could make a pretty hot girl.

i'm watching the time pass by.
when did the answer to "is ___ depressed?" become "probably"?
the whole world is depressed, at least through my tinted glasses.
i'm watching myself become myself in high school, in this house, feeling this way.
but this time, i have a way out. i just have to take it.

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i am not a person who pukes. i don't get stomach flus, i don't make myself sick from stress and anxiety (at least, not that kind of sick). i puke sometimes when i am very very drunk and have mixing alcohols, or am very very hungover for that reason ( Read more... )

hurray for friends i haven't talked to in months. and friends i have talked to in months, that is, in weeks or days or hours. i love you all so much, and you all collectively manage to keep me from falling off the edge.