" i'm sorry about the phone call and needing you..
some decisions you don't make.
i guess it's like breathing and not wanting to..
there are some things that you can't fake.
i guess that its typical to cling to memories you'll neverget back again..
and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know.
and there ( Read more... )

I thought coming here would not be this bad but things arent looking up.
I miss my friends and my church.
I dont want to do all the stuff that people here do.
I dont want to drink or do drugs or go watch fights.
Its stupid.

Things happen for a reason and i am trying to figure it all out. but God is pretty hard to understand.
I keep thinking in my mind ( Read more... )

I love finding good lyrics.... these are awesome...

I must look just like a fool ( Read more... )

I was just like to say something.....

If you have a new student at your school or church or sunday school or whatever.... be reallly nice to them.
Seriously, lately if one new person is nice to me a day, i have had an amazing day.
Fortunately, that has been happening alot. But seriously talk to them and ask them about things cause you dont understand ( Read more... )

Soooo....
Tomorrow is the first day of school. and wow....  its crazy how this all happened so fast.
I felt like i left for choir tour yesterday... wow

Alot of stuff has happened and ive learned alot this summer...

-NEVER let go of the people that truly care about you. They are hard to find and can never be replaced.
-In highschool, things happen fast, ( Read more... )

The Soundtrack to Your Life Survey ( Read more... )

Moving sucks. Period.
No ifs, ands, or buts, about it.
I new it was going to set in about this time.
I growing apart from friends, having to paint on a smile for people i dont know when i feel like crap.
Moving sucks. Period

Of course, 2 days before i leave Vestavia i find an amazing guy who i really like that likes me just as much.
Besides being ( Read more... )

So wow.....
Its finally here.... i am moving in 2 days and i dont know what im am going to do.
It still hasnt fully sunken in with me about this.

Its such a huge thing and i blow it off as just another tlittle thing that happened in my life.
I guess its just that i try to be so optimistic and so positive and i have gotten so used to not caring about it ( Read more... )

Life's natural highs ( Read more... )

 Wellll things have been going really well.
our last tournament is this weekend....:) then i will have a life haha. score.
ON SUNDAY I CAN EAT FRIED FOODS!! heck yes!!
Next weekend is Latin Convention and Six Flags.
o yea... im pumped.
Life can seem so bad in yoru head till you sit back and take a look at things.
Gos is in control of everything, and ( Read more... )