Last night was great. They make me laugh, and we have fun doing nothing. They take me out of what this life has become. They don't know about all the shit that goes on in my head, my life. So hanging out with them removes me from all that ( Read more... )

How many times will it take for me to tell myself that it's okay for it to be true ( Read more... )

I'm confused by my life. Why do I do the stupid things I do? And why does doing them bother me so much ( Read more... )

I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with the shards of glass
This is what my life means to me

I'm trying to rebuild my life, into what I'm not sure. I know that where I am is not a good place to be, and I'm afraid that where I'm heading is even worse. But in my attempt to recover, I might be causing more damage than I'm fixing. I don't ( Read more... )

Apathy ( Read more... )

Your Stripper Song Is


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Relief: He didn't lie to me. He just never told me that they were together for 4 1/2 years...but I never asked, he never asked, so I can't hold than against him. And that does make some things a little clearer...9 months doesn't seem that far away. And they are still really good friends, so there's hope for us...he's obviously capable, but am I? I ( Read more... )

I fucking hate him.
Why did he have to lie to me?
Was he really lying?

The whole time?
Did I completely misinterpret this?

And then he puts that little bit of hope in my mind. All while he's lying.
He could have just told me.
Or at least told me the truth. Whatever the hell that is.

You scored as Nihilism. Your life is marked by strong Nihilism: You feel that nothing in the world, even your life, has much or any meaning.

"For out of fear and need each religion is born, creeping into existence on the byways of reason."

"There are no facts, only interpretations."

?Every belief, every considering something-true, is necessarily ( Read more... )

And I thought that I found myself today
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you...

So Billy now knows that me and Mike aren't together anymore. I don't know how he found out..there are many ways. A-mike told him. B-donna told him. C-one of the various people in the office told him, ( Read more... )