It sucks that when I hear from you on here again, things are going so badly for you. Go for the loud music and the poetry. In the case of the poetry, maybe it'll be good, and then at least someone can be happy when you're feeling like crap. Alternatively, you could just turn up the music to annoy your family/housemates, because, hey, misery loves company, and sometimes bugging other people is more comforting than creating things. This probably won't help, but I'm going to say it, anyway: I hope things get better.
you know what really freaks me out? i'm getting nice straight a's and all of a sudden i have all these issues i have to deal with...while also puzzling over schoolwork and homework and all the crap that comes along with keeping up grades. all i want to do is live simply. i don't want to be rich, i just want to have enough money to survive.
and no one is calling me for work. and this is depressing me.
i want to rip my hair out. the family has other problems, too. like: my aunt is a fucking psycho and we're all on edge wondering if she's going to explode.
and my mom's health. damn.
thank you. your comment REALLY means a lot to me. i was planning to play loud boom-boom music, but i can't find any of my good cds. or more importantly, my obnoxious cds.
well then. this here is a mini entry. :-)
another thing....why is it that i can't seem to comment on your latest entry? and how is photoshop? i fiddle with it, but if that icon is your doing, i must say...you are damned talented.
I think it's more noticeable when you have life issues while trying to keep grades up, because you're already so stressed out. As for me, I just want enough money to have a house that doesn't have holes in it. And maybe enough to be able to retire someday. This family is so poor, though, that I'm probably going to be in debt for the rest of my life if I go for a BA
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.."but when I realized that I was just a dumb ho who couldn't read.."
oh, that's hilarious. you..a dumb what? ho? hahaha. oh the tears are springing to my eyes, rolling down my cheeks, and promptly distributing themselves on my keyboard.
in no way are you a dumb ho. now, that said, i have photoshop on my computer, but no manual. not good.
so you and i are have virtually the same issues. i'm worried about the same thing myself. debt. debt before i've even established an ounce of credit. but what can you do? the economy is shit, and apparently, both our families are dirt poor.
and alas, hurricane season is at hand. more to worry about. for. cripes. sake.
well, i'm not going to ask you what transpired, out of respect for your privacy, but i hope your family problems are behind you now. it's hard to keep school and family from driving you crazy, but there's no other choice. you've got brains and you have an obligation to yourself to gain any and all education possible. same for me.
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Go for the loud music and the poetry. In the case of the poetry, maybe it'll be good, and then at least someone can be happy when you're feeling like crap. Alternatively, you could just turn up the music to annoy your family/housemates, because, hey, misery loves company, and sometimes bugging other people is more comforting than creating things.
This probably won't help, but I'm going to say it, anyway: I hope things get better.
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and no one is calling me for work. and this is depressing me.
i want to rip my hair out. the family has other problems, too. like: my aunt is a fucking psycho and we're all on edge wondering if she's going to explode.
and my mom's health. damn.
thank you. your comment REALLY means a lot to me. i was planning to play loud boom-boom music, but i can't find any of my good cds. or more importantly, my obnoxious cds.
well then. this here is a mini entry. :-)
another thing....why is it that i can't seem to comment on your latest entry? and how is photoshop? i fiddle with it, but if that icon is your doing, i must say...you are damned talented.
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oh, that's hilarious. you..a dumb what? ho? hahaha. oh the tears are springing to my eyes, rolling down my cheeks, and promptly distributing themselves on my keyboard.
in no way are you a dumb ho. now, that said, i have photoshop on my computer, but no manual. not good.
so you and i are have virtually the same issues. i'm worried about the same thing myself. debt. debt before i've even established an ounce of credit. but what can you do? the economy is shit, and apparently, both our families are dirt poor.
and alas, hurricane season is at hand. more to worry about. for. cripes. sake.
well, i'm not going to ask you what transpired, out of respect for your privacy, but i hope your family problems are behind you now. it's hard to keep school and family from driving you crazy, but there's no other choice. you've got brains and you have an obligation to yourself to gain any and all education possible. same for me.
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sorry you can't afford a dildo XD
*glomp*
even in your sadness, I'm exstatic to see you :D
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