i really need to be 95 lbs.

"well, this guy liked me, and i liked him, and then i turned into an evil beast and swiped at him, and he sorta fell over and bled on my shoe and i got pissed at that because i felt that his blood on my shoe was a sign that he really didn't like me, even though he was saying he liked me as he was bleeding on my shoe all his pretty blood i love so ( Read more... )

to be honest, i'd wiped my tears away and giggled as i typically do, but i was dead. i'm still dead. the churning mental/emotional decrepitude stole hours and left me with that unkindly vacant stare. i kept getting "what's wrong?" to which i'd answer, "nothing." i'd walk away, head lowered, deep in thought. nick called and i explained things. he ( Read more... )

hi my name is gwen and i come out with ridiculous mindless tunes for young girls who wish to wear rainbow colored leg warmers not out of an aesthetic love for this brightly colored cloth ornament but because i wear them and im just that damned cool.

my grammar also sucks and i like to puke after eating.

call me sometime !please?

a. no money. b. no money. c. no love ( Read more... )

i'm tired ( Read more... )

raining quietly, car gurgle-spitting the wet in tracks along the road, gray pavement. gray fleecy sky with no sun, no warmth or big sky--it's all shrunken down and wrinkled clouds and patches of bloated moisture like swollen hands in ocean waves. a splattering. tripping around in platforms and shoddily curled hair that was pulled off, might i add, ( Read more... )

uh... livejournal looks different on a laptop. i'm too fucking hungry to know what the fuck i'm talking about ( Read more... )

holy shit.

this is a sort of death. what i would have done when i was sixteen, i can't bring myself to do now. i can't stand my own obsequiousness. and i've lost the stamina to adore individuals i've come to rely on for a strong rapport. it doesn't work that way anymore ( Read more... )