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I realized today, all I drank/ate yesterday was a few sips of Katies snapple, miso soup, sushi, and saled w/ a few pinches of rice. Food is just not intresting to me. In fact I sort of dispise it.

sleep,cig,work,cig,alcohol,cig,repete.

Fuck you Mia.

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Fuck!
I would really like to disapear from the world right about NOW :-/