I hate being busy, and I hate having stuff to do when I have absolutely no motivation.

And I hate being impatient. I'm being tattooed in 2 weeks time and it can't come quickly enough.

I don't think I'm going to get the job. They want a car driver; something which they failed to mention in the job ad. We'll see what happens tomorrow.... :(

cheers for all the lovely comments and congrats from people, I really appreciate it!

Will let you know how it goes next Thursday

After the anger and frustration I've felt over the past couple of days, I can say now that I totally fucking rule and rock. You all get down on your knees and grovel at the hem of my fucking robes you slimeballs. Kiss my ring, lie prostrate at me feet and wish you were a millionth as amazing as I am ( Read more... )

it's 3 weeks, 2 days till I get tattooed. I really need the time to fly by as I've had two bits of really bad news recently and I desperately need something to lift me from this nasty-feeling time.

Bleugh. Even chocolate isn't helping...

she is back again. I can't wait for her to go, wherever it is.

And I want my tattoo damnit. It is 4 weeks tomorrow. I can't wait that long when everything else in my life is just bringing me down. Argh!

I haven't heard back from the job I applied for. How could I not have been considered for interview? Granted it's been less than a fortnight, but as each day passes I get more and more into the idea of working in London and it gets less and less likely that I've got a chance of getting the damn job ( Read more... )

the weather's been to horrible to go out training, so I've been doing lots indoors instead. Muchos yoga and weights. My arms are beginning to take shape; working the triceps is particularly hard, but they are firming up and getting bigger. When I can support myself enough to do press-ups comfortably, along with the hand and head stands as part of ( Read more... )

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go on, you know you want to.... :)

So, what's been happening? I have a job to apply for, a tattoo to redesign and a friend to meet on Friday.

That's it. :)

I am tired

I am cranky

I am feeling a bit weird

I am hungry

I am annoyed.
I paid a deposit for my tattoo last night. The money was burning a hole in my pocket and it was either pay then or waste it on something else. I still haven't seen the final design because Adam has been ill. I'm *hoping* he'll have been able to finish it when Ian and I go ( Read more... )