everyone loves my tattoo, but even all their love combined doesn't come close to how much I love it. I really shouldn't spend as much time as I am doing looking at my arse, but I can't help myself... :)

...that's my head that is.

....big things are happening all around me, bad stuff is going on. I want to go to sleep and not wake up till I start my new job.

finally get tattooed tomorrow after waiting over 4 months. I've done nervous, now I'm *so* excited ( Read more... )

Something's just happened to really make it hit home how fucking lucky I am to be getting out of here. I could take it personally and get upset about the way I'm being treated but I don't care; I'm leaving! Sometimes I really don't feel like giving a shit about my current job. They don't give a shit about me so it kind of evens out really ( Read more... )

But it's amazing what a chat with someone can do for you. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have bothered to get in touch with the organisation again. I was *very* lucky to be given a second chance which I've accepted ( Read more... )

I fucked up
I fucked up
I fucked up
I fucked up

please don't talk to me about it, don't send me love or hugs or "I'm sorry's" I have to accept this and try to make the most of this situation.

have I said that already?

Still undecided. So I've spent today compiling tracks to burn to CD to listening to when I get tattooed. I've got some mad fast tracks and some soothing choons to help take the edge off it.

fuckety fuck.

I don't know what to do!

Do I take the job for less money than I hoped? Can i really get up at 6am every day? Will I like getting home at 7? Going to bed at 10pm.....it's not very appealing, let me tell you.

I have to tell Chris on Monday. And Soo. At the very least I have to see what my notice period is. Shit.

Shit shitty shit.

they offered me the job this afternoon. Not as much money as I'd hoped though ( Read more... )

How can the face associated with Pensive be smiling? Weird ( Read more... )