It's about 2 am and I turn to my whinejournal so that my drunk ass can bitch about something so that I may rest tonight peacefully. It seems that every time I return to my favorite coffee shop or bar in town I run into HER. I can't stand her. She is bad fucking news. She is the only person that I know that I truly dislike. I'll refer to her as " ( Read more... )

Damn, this is the summer that just won't stop. I have gone so many places and done so many things that my head is spinning. And it's not over. I'm superstoked that Jillian is coming in from Seattle in a few weeks. We get to shake it up at 80s night like old times. The 16th I'm planning on driving to Palm Bay for a few days for my brother's birthday ( Read more... )

I just got done with my monthly correspondence with Darren. Every month or so I get an email from him from Japan and it just brings up old feelings. He was the only guy besides Kurt that I really cared for. It's been two years since we broke up. A long time. It sucks to be reminded every month of how awesome he is, but I like to keep in touch. ( Read more... )

What the hell does one wear to a Lua party?! Friggin Hawaain shirts and grass skirts? Cause, yeah, I've got a closetfull of those. I got suckered into attending one of these things and have no idea what to wear, who's going to be there, or what to expect. Fuck. Time to go into pretend extrovert mode. At least I'll get leid.

Today, I actually had a good day at work and wasn't bored out of my mind. First, my supervisor said that she'd speak with the head hancho in the Department to see what's up with my application after telling me how she thinks that I shouldn't have to put up with the bureaucratic idiots there. Yay! One of my co-workers came back from studying abroad ( Read more... )

Fuck you hurricane Dennis. I'm watching you. My Grandma called this morning and offered to put me up in some snazzy hotel for a few nights. I might take her up on the offer and have a hurricane party there. Snazzy hotels have backup power I assume. It's better than driving to Jacksonville or staying in my apartment alone ( Read more... )

I'm tired of my own bullshit. I can't blame anything or anyone else for my present melancholy. Ok...maybe that's too strong of a word to describe my rut, but I've been through this frustration before. Every few years or so, there comes a point when I just get sick of myself. I feel bored, alone, and in desperate need of some sort of positive change ( Read more... )

It was so good seeing you all tonight. You have no idea. Tallahassee has lately been a pretty shitty place for me, so it was good to go out and have some fun. xo!

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Ohhh shit. I'm on Livejournal now. I apologize for any insane, incoherent, drunken, and self-absorbed late night ramblings that are likely to occur. So what have I been doing lately? Well, besides developing an unhealthy sleeping pill dependency, thinking about the future. Yeah, I know, that's not very specific. But you can't know anything about ( Read more... )