im so bored right now. I'm too tired do the assignment that's sitting in front of me. I'm the only one left in the grad lab and the sensor lights just went out so it's dark. I'm invisible to the sensor. Like a ninja! Get the fuck out of class already, Eric.

I've spent the majority of the day petting Chessie and lounging in my pajamas. I'm saving all of my motivation to get shit done during the weekend. It's great to sit and do nothing after so much constant crazyness. I've been lacking alone time lately and shit did i need it. I go nuts without it. Updating Livejournal and Myspace with a Newcastle in ( Read more... )

went to the Doc today. Got some drugs. Hope they calm my shit down. I took my first dose today. I need to adjust to it and keep taking it, the directions say. Takes a few weeks for it to "work". Funny how patients are about as well-informed as their doctors are in when do their research. I basically told him what he already knew I was going to say ( Read more... )

...and now I feel a lot better. It's amazing what a little breakdown/freakout can do every now and then. Too bad it happened at the worst possible time!

I've had the shittiest day I've had in a long time. I was supposed to present a research proposal to the class today at 2:30. However, a major anixety attack prevented me from even stepping foot into the building. I finally went with Jess to campus and had her hand in my paper, presentation outline, and a note of apology into the professor's ( Read more... )

In advance, I'm sorry but my hardly-updated-anyway livejournal will now mostly be a home to my school bitchings...because that shit rules my life. Wtf, why do I apologize so much on here? Ehhh. I should be writing a paper abstract right now on some shitty topic that I don't care about (cohabitation attitudes), but my brain is shit. I've spent the ( Read more... )

Well, not exactly. That's an exageration. Fucking drama queen here. I'm going crazy. Yup, it's official. It has been brought to my attention by my roomate that I've been doing "repeater" in conversation. That is, I'll say "Hey, do you, do you, want to get something to eat?" Not that my social conversation skills were so great to begin with, but ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on in the rest of the state, but up here shit is getting crazy. Gas is running out, hotels are booked, and students from the affected states are being transferred to FSU to begin their classes here. The traffic is unbearable. Local Red Cross has been trying to mobilize people for weekend duties in Mobile, AL but I don't ( Read more... )

I had my first day of grad school today, woooo. Statistics for Social Research. (((scary))) I can't even make change in my head for a dollar. I had orientation on Friday, where some older students and professors basically laid out how tough it's going to be. Everyone was so brilliant and had plans to save the world in their little way. I don't even ( Read more... )

I found this in a pair of jeans I wore last week. It was written in a fit of rage...someone's a psycho ( Read more... )