so i have decided to not care whether i am happy or not. i am going to try to start being ok with being sad and then maybe i will be able to get happy. i mean people keep telling me that i need to tell people that i am not doing very well. that then they will be easier on me. but thats not going to do anything because then whats gunna happen when ( Read more... )

If you read this,
You must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want;
It can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your live journal,
To see what people remember about you

"I want someone to know me ( Read more... )

so rock for restoc actually went pretty well once we got based all the fricken frustration in the beginning. but hey, everybody got to play. everybody sounded amazing. thanks to all the bands who played you guys were fantastic and thank you to all the people who came. it was fun. so afterwards i went to agalamesis with peter and i saw andrew! he ( Read more... )

creepy thing. today i was thinking: i havn't updated in forever. i wanna do one of those things where people comment theier name and then i write something like what song reminds me of them. and then i look at alex's page and there it is... wow... maybe i'll still do what song reminds me of you. basically cuz i just listening to the perfect song ( Read more... )

so i can't believe i at one point didn't want to do raisin in the sun. i am so glad i did it. possibly one of the best casts i've ever worked with. just cuz it was small and we all got to hang out. and its so nice to hang out with new people because you don't have to worry about all the other shit thats going on in your life. yesterday we tore down ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about how much my life has changed in the past year. actually it was less then a uyear. is that scary to anybody else? i mean i was reading over some stuff from this summer and it seems like so long ago. i don't actually feel that different. when i think about it... but i am. its weird...

i feel like the biggest dork. i don't do shit anymore. i mean this is like the third weekend i have (for the most part) stayed in. and i did it most of spring break. this totally sucks guys. i'm bored out of my mind and dying to have a fun night. what happened?!

song that describes how i feel right now in the most horrifyingly exact way: All Fucked Up-Everclear

its almost direct, word for word. thats creepy....

so in comparison to my normal life this has been a pretty broing spring break. but i wouldn't call it boring. i would call it relaxing. i started off the spring break all upset because i thought all my friends were leaving. but then i realized that its all my new friends that are leaving. not my old ones. so i got to hang out with my old friends. ( Read more... )