my skin smells like margarita and my hair like green tea.

THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS SO GOOD:

a) eleanor, my boss, gave me a big porcelain harp filled with suntory whiskey that she has had for 25 years!

b) i am going to see Bjork in san francisco with shannon and i just found out that joanna newsom is opening for her!

c) aadm; more on this later!

"if you think of everything as a stepping-stone to something else,

you will never be ripe for the plucking."

--mira nair
(from an interview in the believer, april '07)

"everything was beautiful and nothing hurt"

(shannon, maybe we should finally get them...)

i am truly, deep in my heart, happy.

everything in my life feels perfectly in place at this moment.

"home" (my parent's house) has been very, very relaxing. just what i needed. i haven't been picking up the phone, making many phone calls, nor have i been making decisions or driving around too much, or having to figure out what i'm going to eat. and i've been able to get my hair clean for once (not looking forward to going back to the shower at ( Read more... )

good to feel the kind of calm that's unique to a sunday. sundays can make me feel anxious, more disorganized than any other day of the week, depressed, full of dread; or, on the flipside, a good sunday can make me feel refreshed, peaceful, ready, hopeful ( Read more... )

i want to get excited about something, anything.
i want to be someone who speaks passionately and with great fervor.

"'I suppose I don't know what I think ( Read more... )

so, life hasn't been awesome lately and i could list a variety of reasons why this is, but i realize my tendency to be negative all the time, and i really don't want to be that way. ("i will make it through this year if it kills me"). i've been struggling lately with trying to change the way i think about things, and the way i hear things because ( Read more... )

i am really fucking bummed out at work today, and just need to vent ( Read more... )