So here i am journal, what is suposed to be the happiest years of my life are quickly turnng the most hurtful i don't know what to do. first off my computer is becoming my worst nightmare. Boyfriend troubles totally suck. I would love to have some respect. But i apparently don't demand respect and am too stupid to do anything about it...i know i ( Read more... )

So we have now had like techincally 2 date but he also came to work and my rehersal so that makes it 4. I am sooo happy! I love him sooo much haha but i don't know if we are in a relationship or not. lol i gues thats for the next date. loli am very very happy and like we met at church and stuff and its funny becuase the day before we exchanged ( Read more... )

Hi All,
   Today was such an AMAZING day! That the only word i can describe it as lol.. We taught the kids songs for  CCD today which was sooooo fun. i remeber when i was that little and it totally made me feel all fuzzy inside...yayness...Hahaha i mean like it totally made it better that i was able to sing and hold hands with my crush, and i hope ( Read more... )

ok, well i just wrote this whole journal article and then it got deleted so i will just have to start all over again...i am happy...very happy. and not stressed anymore...whats the point really? I mean if i spend all the time worrying there would not be time for people that who really care about me!and i am not going to listen when people give me ( Read more... )

UGH, i thought i would get a break today...guess i was wrong...I dunno makes me angry but who the hell cares...whatever...Bored today, but i have a ton of stuff to do so i cant write long. I am at work now or did i already say that...oh well other thank being tortured, and being blamed for things that wasnt' my fault my day was good.I am one of ( Read more... )

I am annoyed. really annoyed. how is it that my brother can stay out all late and im home by 11 and my parents are angry. i dont know what my moms problem is. she is all like hates me this week. everything i do is a problem. this week has been a really hard week for me and i just cant take it anymore. everything is not going right and i want it to ( Read more... )

worked all day til 4. that wasnt bad. Then i took a shower and probably am going to go to bed at like 8 since i have nothing better to do. Stil have a lot on my mind to sort through, and all that jaz. Callin the dr. tomorrow if anyone was interested. LOl...thats how much i have to say about my exciting day. maybe i will go practice which reminds me ( Read more... )

after a great night im going to bed. Hope everyone had a great christmas, i know i did. I felt really bad that gary left early, but i didn't feel to well at that point, and i have to go wake up really early tomorrow to do some stuff around the house...well not feeling so good, so ill see ya all in the AM. love yaz.

Hey everyone, Merry Christmas. Its going to be a great day. i got to talk to gary a little while today, and it made me happy :) Everythings all good but im mad tired and need to get some shuteye because tomorrow is going to be a very long day.

MEERRRYYY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

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