ug.work.ug.today was soo buisy at work cos there was this huge sale thing on and they called me in 2 hours early cos it was so buisy and they needed me. ha, not like i actually do anything worth needing, im so foolish and i have to ask people how to do a return, like every day. its actually stressfull when there isa huge line behind teh counter and ( Read more... )

I cant really feel it anymore. It scares me. Its this dread of the unknown now.........i know its there but i cant see it. I cant even see it out of the corner of my eye. but i know it still exists. Every now and then i get this panic that takes over my body. where am i going? what am i doingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg? I think i know, but i ( Read more... )

where have i been? what have i been doing? i have been slowly learning to live again. I am just starting to feel my limbs...i can see sunlight, i can sleep, i an dream.... I have perspective, i have direction. All i can see is you. My future seems quite well planned........i think i know waht i want to do when i leave school, and every day it ( Read more... )

Well i started school on wedensday. I also downloaded morpheus (thanx to zach) and learnt a whole bunch of html.Oh and i also had a driving lesson to get myself aquainted with the other side of the road. Hmmmmmm......all in all i would say i accomplished quite a good amount of "stuff" this week, and its not even over yet. Hopefully i will get a car ( Read more... )

i have set up my webcam, finaly. Here is the link: http://www.spotlife.com/users2/thechampions/webcam/Read more... )

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its weird how i sometimes view this thing as a type of subconscience, even though i am never fully honest or just say everything on my mind. if other people view it as a subconscience, you can really shape the way people think about you. why am i never able to just say exactly how i feel? cos its better not to i think. Today i just read alot of ( Read more... )

Its a month. i have been away from you for a month. now only about...5 more to go? approximatly. but then you could also say its a month plus 2 or so weeks that i wont see you for years. a year is a scary amount of time. it is so solid and unbreakable. its also scary that you only have one year to be 16. one year to be 17. these years are supposed ( Read more... )

my life is just full of deleted words on a blank computer screen.