I was pretty up today. My thoughts were all over the place and I got some stuff done but I was starting to obsess over little things. Got lost going to my doctors and coming home because my mind was so scattered. Dan came over in the evening and we discussed parallels between AA and what I need to do for my disease. We discussed support groups and ( Read more... )

Woke up early after a restless morning and a night of weird dreams. Thought I felt ok the anxiety, sadness (crying), and a weird sense of doom hit me. I took an Ativan and got the kids up. I ended up sleeping on the couch part of the morning then after the crying bouts and weird feeling of unease continued I took a quarter of a 25 mg Seraquel. I ( Read more... )

I felt like the usual crap this morning instead of the drugged out hungover crap that I've been feeling recently. The usual hit by a truck, not enough sleep,crap but actually able to get out of bed. I was tired but "real" tired, not sedated tired. Had blueberry waffles with syrup and vanilla yogurt for breakfast today. It was really good and the ( Read more... )