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i shouldn't have taken it to a personal level, i tried believing everything's fine, but tonight, i guess things are too much to hold, everything came flowing in.maybe, this term break might do me good. i've been nice,too nice in fact. maybe, it's time to overlook everything.

could it hurt any much, lesser?

this morning was probably the best one i've had in the longest time. i lay in bed with no idea what to do with my day, watch the kids play and had the best brunch. no school, no morning trains, nothing. except grillers date with the boy. the best sunday, ever.

this seems like forever.we're going round and round in circles,it's never ending.i mean, come on, it's only a fucking mindmap. get over it.

deep inside, i fear i might not make it. so much that it's swallowing me,whole.

The week before,uncle brought all of us out for a special dinner experience.few days back,we ran around like kids on sg flyer.the day before yesterday,we threw dozens of stuff into a pot.yesterday, i read a book and fell asleep knowing i have the best people around me.


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breakfast with the favourite girl,food fairs,movies and a few dramas here and there.time really flies when you're having lots of fun. my holiday is really ending and i do not look forward to another period of artfriend overdose syndrome.freakinghelpme. and lydia, we are in real need to go all out for our you know what, hurry grab that copy.

 i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep

help?

there's no denial to this, it's tiring,I lost track. it could have always been you, you could have done better, but why. this sense of familiarity,it feels safe. i have always kept it close. i still remember, do you?