ok so today was my last day. after chapel (if u made it that long) almost every if not every sr was crying. it was sad it really was. and now some people r like ur coming back tomorrow and wed for finals...yeah but its not the same. techincally were no longer there. our lockers r suppose to be cleaned out (i dont think anyone followed that rule to ( Read more... )

wow all of this drama.....well hmm. becky isnt sure if she gets to go to prom or not....thats kinda depressing. i so want her to be able to be there like u have no idea. omg i was talking to her on sat night on the phone at rob's house. well u know guys they listen to half of the conversation and think that they know all thats going on...well in ( Read more... )

so today is my last full day of high school. kinda fun kinda sad. now i realize that some people dont care but others are (not that theyre doing it on purpose) but theyre making me sad and about to cry. now this is a good thing but its very sad too. ahh! but the emotions are running crazy. im so excited. ok well i got sleep last night....a lot of ( Read more... )

hmm so prom is a week from today. im excited yet im not. i cant wait to go i really cant. its just the stress that goes along with it that i cant deal with right now. but im trying to not let the stress get to me because that wouldnt be a good thing. but sometime between now and prom i have to get my hair cut and re-highlighted so itll look half ( Read more... )

y do ppl say one thing and act another???? that is another question id like answered. plus all these damn double standards....wtf. ahhh! i seriously cant do this anymore...i dont wanna do this anymore. can i make it like this?????

ok off to more crying and sitting waiting for the return phone call i was suppose to recieve over a hr ago.....will i ( Read more... )

yeah i dont want to do anything for anyone anymore. now i realize this may seem like a re-occuring theme but its the truth. last night was seriously a realization for me. i was going to go from school to rob's only that didnt happen. so i went home did some stuff then i went to great lakes well to one store and then home. then i met my mom and ( Read more... )

hmm so i have to admit that life is a crazy thing. now i dont think that i would want a boring life because thats just not fun either but y does it have to be crazy as hell all of the time? to me life just doesnt make sense. now im trying to decide what i want to do. i need help but its one of those things that i cant be helped with...does that ( Read more... )

wow am i ever exausted! i havent really done too much but im about to fall over....yet im still up. lets see here. well yesterday was my first day at DTE....interesting especially with the wonderful weather we were having. i decided to say fuck the limo (not literally) because its way to crazy and im past the point of giving a shit. plus i have put ( Read more... )

ok so life has been crazy yet calm. doesnt that make a bunch of sense? time has passed yet its taken forever and ever you saved my heart and i will love you forever and ever...wow i just broke out into song....im a strange child what can i say. i dont feel like im about to explode at any time anymore yet im still stressed and havent really done ( Read more... )

so this weekend..ya. friday night i had to work from 3 till 9. when from work to bob evens with tara (she was mad at me so i had to go) and then finally got home at 10:30. then i got to bed at like 11:30 and had to wake up at 5:30, left my house at 6:30 and was at work at 6:45 and started at 7. it was a interesting experience. by the end of the ( Read more... )