Ok, that last entry was a little brief but I think I got the point across just fine ( Read more... )

FUCKING WOMEN!
actually can't be arsed anymore..

So things between me and Sarah are officially over. I'm going to sound dumb, but I really love her. I'm not retarded though, I know she's completely used me to make her ex (now current, again) boyfriend jealous. He totally flipped when he saw me with her at a party the other night. And I really mean this, I'm not going to lie to myself by writing ( Read more... )

I love days off. But I never use them to their full potential, that will always drive me insane. I stayed up til 3 last night smoking and drinking the rest of the brandy from my previous post. My drinking is triggered by emotional conflicts with girls. I figured it out! I waited up til 10.30 last night for Sarah to text me to say she was home so I ( Read more... )

Yeah, it’s that early. And I haven’t written in ages. I’ve been looking at the file for ages in hope that I might want to write something, but I haven’t ( Read more... )

My Mum just found all the alcohol I’d stolen under my bed.

I’m never going on holiday with my family again. I was so bored and fed up of everyone it was unbelievable. I didn’t stick to my exercises while I was away either. Done them just now and my arms are fucked. Terry has taken away the PS2 until I get a job. My one grip on sanity is now gone ( Read more... )

I don’t think I’ve ever been bored like I have this week. I’m at a constant loss at what to do with myself. If I had money, which I will do in a few days, it’d be so much better. I could by alcohol or anything to entertain me. I watched the end of the first Godfather and the whole of the second one today, which took a while. I’ve tried, in vain, to ( Read more... )

I don’t know why I’m compelled to write a diary, but I think it’s just boredom ( Read more... )

So finally I have a regular internet connection back. I found out where my step-dad's bluetooth headset was and I was so surprised to find out that one of my friends actually took it. It is so unlike Mitch and I can't think of a motive to why he would do it. I don't really care to be honest though ( Read more... )