to up-date everyone who even gives a shit about this silly little thing.. i will comment of the first year of college.. wow.. im done with my first year and only 29 credits.. im only 16 behind.. not bad for a fuck up ( Read more... )

well my first quarter in college was amazing. i passed all my class with flying colors and i met some amazing people. i am home now for a month to tie up a few loose ends.. possibly to score the snowboard that is rightfully mine back from the ex boy friend. i also have a winter fling.. what more could i want.. not to gain any more weight.. god ( Read more... )

So last week i went to fred meyer here in grand ellensburg.. aka.. the butt fuck of washington where i ran into a grand friend.. Emily.. From High school. from vancouver. And omg was she white.. she looked so pretty... and she was here with a new boyfriend.. it just blew me away to see here. Seriously. It truely is a small world!

If you pray, pray for me.. if you think.. think about me.. do whatever you can to help me feel better.. i need help..

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I finally broke it off with dennis so now my heart is free... to bad it has been occupied by a new taker the last week... Anthony.. for some reason only god knows, we started making out.. and its nice, but why did this have to start a week before i leave.. Probably because that is the way it goes. now i always say once a cheater always a cheater ( Read more... )

Okay, so at the moment i am in the longest relationship i have ever had, a month and a half. OMG. So not going to keep him while im in college, but have no idea on how to break up with him so i dont break his heart. I care about him but i dont love him. not even close. and OMG! David, my david, my little trouble maker who i smoked weed with, ( Read more... )

Oh Dennis is so wonderful to me, and he treats me with the respect I deserve and he would do anything for me..Last night we went up to Crown Point the castle on top of the hillside at the gorge to watch the stars. It was so cute. I have got him wrapped around my finger, and tomorrow night hes taking me out for dinner somewhere nice and its a ( Read more... )

So today i went on a cute golfing date with this guy from my work.. Hes such a sweet guy and were hanging out on tuesday night.. But... Firas still likes me and i kind of havent called it complete quits there... what do i do... someone help me.. my mom knows about dennis, she doesnt however know aobut Firas.. well a little but not the whole story ( Read more... )

Im done with my stupid ass go back to your home county mutha fucka.. seriously, he leaves in less than 2 weeks and he has already guarenteed that he will get no play for the remainder of that time cuz we are through. On my way over to his place i was followed by a hot black man.. Now we all know my weekness for the black man, so neadless to say i ( Read more... )