I want to die. Everytime I think of him I want to make myself suffer for all the pain I've caused him. I just.....I want to die.

Im at hoem right, where should i be? work. but no, i am here at home because our elecricity got soht off at the store. atleast i get paid for the day.

ok people listen the fuck up ( Read more... )

The big day i stomorrow. i'm kind of getting really nervous. its going to be wierd living somewhere where i will be there most of the time. now its like im never home, but up there i wiwll always be home. dad and kim have gone all out for me, like giving me the dining room wasnt enough already they went out and got me a bed and all this other ( Read more... )

i put my two weeks in today. its all official and such. i'm leavin las vegas........i mean ma.......yea.

oh i love that dirty water.......but it can go fuck itself, seriously.

hey guys, java slut tonight. come and see me kristan and tayler. especially if you are hot boys wanting to hit on tayler and kristan. but try and decide if your an insane asshole ahead of time and only hit on them if you are not.

lately i have this feeling.....i have everything i want, a boy who is good to me, i'm finally a server at work, i'm making money and living at home wich is way less stres....but something is off. something is keeping me from being happy about it all. there's this lurking feeling that it is all going to come crashing down. it is just going to end ( Read more... )

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panera might be closing in a month if subway has its way. goodthing im taking a loan out and everything....i'm not screwed at all ( Read more... )