I called my niece, Jamie, she really misses her uncle Brett. I asked her how Calvin was she said hes doin good for what just happend. I feel really bad for him hes 14 his mom is a widow and his dad killed himself. My friends are happy I'm starting to laugh again insted of always looking depressed but they also very much know its hard for me. I'm ( Read more... )

lastnight i called my sister first it was just bullshit bullshit but then around 15 minutes in to it i asked her about the family down there she said "not so good sweety" so i asked y "Brett shot himself" like icu right "no sweety like coffin ( Read more... )

2 days back at school so far and oh mosh im exuasted tgif. i still have a lot of homework and a lot of school work too got to go first taking a nap though

ive been out of school for so long now but tomorows going to be my first day back... yay ( Read more... )

i got to spend the whole week with my sister savannah i havent seen her in a year and oh how i missed her she first came up here for a few days then i went down there for the rest of the week i finaly got to meet her boyfriend me and him get along so well but a really big depression hit me and i ended up o d ing on my meds again trying to get rid ( Read more... )

there is so much to tell about the last week but im grounded i was aloud on just so you dont think im being rude. i will tell everything as soon as i can really talk.

i called down to oregon to see how dear sweet Destiny is doing. shes not good what so ever. shes back in the hospital she mentaly snapped and really bad this time. thats actually where i met her, i guess cause how close we became, and the conection we have, she thinks of me for her happy place and cause how much pain shes going through she mentaly ( Read more... )

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i went to the mall yesturday with travis he was really tired so we sat down and cuddled for a while then walked around and i got to meet a few of his friends there really cooli to but ya we hung out for a few hours then i walked him to his bus and even though it was only a peck kiss i still saw fire works its really crapy though cause hes over 6 ( Read more... )

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