Lots has happend in life, I moved in with my sister in portland, I was ingaged, got pregnat but had a miscarage, broke off the ingagement because I was scared of love, tried traking down my biological father and now he wont get back to me, I got back incontact with my ex girlfriend, and fucked up my ankel. Well thats the short version of it all I ( Read more... )

i know i havent wrote in a long time o'well i dont really think anyone has missed me does anyone even read this anymore i use to have one friend that did i think she closed her acount though i miss saring my life with someone that doesnt know the other side of the story so they could pat my back and not bitch me out but i dont give anymore ive ( Read more... )

if anyone still reads this comment please but till then ill be done writing

Now I live with my boyfriend Matt it was one long ass story on how I got there. It's actually really fun. I love his family hate his dog. well i miss you girl I'm sorry i haven't updated in a while but i've been really bizzy. bye for now (i'm still at school)

I first went and saw my sister Savannah for a few days , it was pretty cooli i missed her a lot and now i do again. then when i got home i gajed my bottom left ear then i pierced my top right ear when i took it out the next day to clean it i went to put it back i bearly touched my ear ALL the color in my face left i felt really sick my body went ( Read more... )

Today I got called into the office I had my bookbag and purse ransacked to look for any weapons that I might have they got this idea from a few guys on my bus all they want is for me to get kicked out of school becuase there not comfertable about my sexuality.. you've already figured it out i think but yes i am bi and they dont like it.

the other day i got stoned with a few friends and my boyfriend when around half way through he desides to lean over and give me a giult trip aboout stupid shit then tells me how crappy of a girlfriend i am on monday im dumping him. hes always so depressed and all its doing is dragging me into another depression i cant do it not any more i wont.

My friend Alex is pissed off at me and Joe cause she wasn't told first, so know shes playing the role of the jelious ex girlfriend, and its pissing me off. Joe is getting really annoyed with her too cause she wont stop hitting him saying shes just joking around, and I've already told Joe flat out I am a very teritorial person, and everyone knows my ( Read more... )

I've desided that after I keep my promise to Travis I'm actaully going to try and not fuck around on Joe with anyone including Travis. lastnight me and Joe had a long talk and he was actually thinking that i didnt really like him as he put it "if it seems to good to be true it most likly is" i told him how i really did like him and that he treats ( Read more... )

my friend Joe askied me out lastnight, i said yes, i told him before though that i could never be faithful as long as Travis was around and he knew if he was going to try and make me choise he was on losing ground so he told me he really didnt give who i fucked around with as long as he gets me most of the time. when my friends at school found out ( Read more... )