Blah, I'm lazy today, had a blast last night with mom, we went to the mall, then to wal-mart, I bought Dan's present, and mom bought him one also, I just know he's gonna love them both, I'm really excited about tomorrow, I can't wait for my party thingey. I fell bad cause Dan wont be there. I'll have to go out and see him at speedway sometime ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! So red!I love it, it's beautiful. I feel festive....

I hate myself. I'm not sure why. I thought I could be his gaurdian angel, I thought I could save him from his situation, turns out I can't even save myself. I hate myself. I loved him, I can't ever love him the same, not now.It just hurts. I don't even know why I care. Been awake 15 minutes, I think I'll go back to bed....

Went to London, sat on santa's lap, it was funny, mom took a picture for black mail later.Feel crappy, oh well. Santa gave me a bag with a ton of candy in it, I mean there was probably literally $30 worth of candy in that bag, I'm gonna make all the little kids candy baskets with it for x-mas. Uh so tired....

Brad didn't call me back last night, I don't know how to feel about that, mabey he tried to call while Kellie was on the phone, I don't know, oh yeah we're moving the x-mas thing from the 23 to the 22nd. Amanda stayed the night, I painted a mirror, it was fun, I like it. I feel creative, I think I'll take up painting again over break....

O.k, so here is how everything is going to work. The christmas get together(party) is going to happen on December 23 after 9pm. Anytime after 9pm is fine to come over. It's gonna be so late because Al doesn't get off work till 9,so yeah, I wouldn't dare start a get together without him here. I am going to cook for all of you, this is part of your x ( Read more... )

Well I was having an o.k day. Then I got back to Brad's place,and we started packing up all his things and I just got all depressed and stuff. I hate it that he's going away,I hate it that I'm so stupid and let myself get attatched to someone, I'm so damn stupid.I wish I could be like Erik, he's so untouchable. Emotions suck. Plus I'm on my period ( Read more... )

Hey all, we need to have a little party or something early tomorrow or something cause Brad is leaving tomorrow inght. We all need to give him his presents, and he needs to give you all yours.

*yay* rented like 4 movies, gonna watch them with Alex and Brad. Had an awsome time last night with Amanda, we just talked the night away, sorta, I could only hold out till like 1am, and then I think I fell asleep on her. Got everything that I needed to get done today done, accept for my english paper, which I am going to write here in a minute. ( Read more... )

Finally got my car all fixed up. *yay* going to akido with Brad, then I'm going home for a while, even though I'll be right back over here tomorrow.*sigh* I can't wait untill I move on campus next semester. Well guess I'll go.......