Damn.  What a week.

None of this really seems real, still.  I keep thinking its just a temporary thing.  I wonder when it is finally going to sink in that no; this is permanent, and its not going to change.

Yikes.

The service was today.  I almost lost it when my mentor, Kathy, came in.  It isn't at all that she was doing something bad; entirely the ( Read more... )

There are so many things that I never said, but I don't think I ever would have said them if it hadn't happened now.  I think if it happened a million years from now, I still never would have said them.  I wonder if that makes it hypocritical or dumb to wish that I had said them ( Read more... )

What a crazy, crazy week.  And today was just a... well, an interesting way to end it.

Life is still good, I would say.  Overall.  The fact that I can say that and mean it means I have come quite a way.

I thought I would write something in here, but I'm not really feeling up to it.   I got a very, very bad phone call today.  It isn't the kind of ( Read more... )

Spring break fast approaches.  I need to turn in paperwork so I can stay on campus.  Time flies by slowly; lazily speeding up everyday, it seems ( Read more... )

I just went to my bank account website and changed my address.  My parents moved, and I realized I should probably change my mailing address on a bunch of relevant websites and with all of the financial companies if I want to maintain a good credit rating and all.  So, I was looking at the acceptance message from the bank, and I noticed what it ( Read more... )

I'm tired.  It has been a very long day.   I have one class on Fridays; the honors calculus class at 9:30am... but I assist in three sections of IT100 on Fridays as well.  So, I have been doing calculus homework and random, small amounts of Office 2007 stuff all day.  I love the stuff (the calculus class isn't required, its an elective), but I can ( Read more... )

Yeah, I ended up sitting around thinking too much and thought I would come type some.  Unfortunately, that gave me another chance to look at some of the things that I used to think and say.  Wow.  Just wow.

I deleted another 10 entries or so, and I will probably delete another 10... or so.  But looking at the ones I remove before I do makes me ( Read more... )

So, I think I need to go through this thing and delete all the awkward vestiges of my past.  Most of it is just downright embarrassing.  I don't know how much I will be using this, but the idea of leaving all of that garbage I said when I was 20 or so up here is just... ugh ( Read more... )