Okay, so Lisa had just left the family. This was a veery difficult time for the family. I believed things to have simply not worked between my two parents, but i didn't konw the beginning of it all. My mother worked very hard to make ends meet. We weren't short on money, but she had a lot of work to do before she could retire to take care of us. i ( Read more... )

Okay, here's the new deal. Just like Roosevelt. I've got a myspace now so i'm going to log all of the shit that's going on recently on there and continue my history stuff here eventually. Then, if i even catch up to my myspace i'll copy past and shit. I'm just too busy o be journaling about bothg and right now the now takes priority again. So here' ( Read more... )

But i really want to catch up to the present so i'm gonna rush these next few chapters as there isn't a whole lot to tell. Mkay now, i was last at my transistion from Percy Hughes to elementary in the JD district. This was around first or second gradeish ( Read more... )

This is the only place I can comfortable forum my feelings about my mother as she has taken to listening in on my phone conversations. I don't get her. I have been nothing but sympathetic since she returned home and she has been nothing but a bitch since she's been back. The first thing she said when she returned home Monday night was "I am ( Read more... )

Odd... Everything seems so... surreal. I've spent the last few days here at Morgan's pretending to myself that my mother was just out of town. That nothing was really going on. I guess i didn't want to think about it. And then i get the call and life comes back and slaps me in the face jsut for spite. Either this is a really cruel, but rapid form ( Read more... )

So many emotions flowing through me right now. I can sort them out. I normally have trouble figuring out what i am feeling as it is but now i'm just all confused. I can't sort things out. I don't know how i feel and i don't know what to do about things. Hopefully this'll help ( Read more... )

Uggggghhhh. I was updating this at my friends house earlier and his computer shut off before i could enter it... Then i came home and typed up a bunch again and it got deleted because my computer is feeling slow. Almost like they don't want me to update this... Dunno whether to take it as a sing or not... I guess three is the magic number. "Hear ( Read more... )

Ok, so i didn't get a chance to update this recently. But i'm getting better about it... Now for the rest of my childhood ( Read more... )

Ok, I think I'm finally ready to update this again. Now, where did i leave off in my life story?... Ahh, now i remember ( Read more... )

Ok, i am confused, i sort of hope someone looks at this just so's i can get advice on some things. I had this really great plan for sweeping thie girl off her feet but one of my friends says it would definately be coming on too strong. The last thing i wanna do is freak her out. But i really think she's the kind of person who would appreciate the ( Read more... )