well yesterday was the fucking best day ever for me.i went to the movies for free,and could watch any movie i wanted,but me and my cousins decide to watch the incredibles (dont no if its spelled right),the reason why we got in for free is because my cousins cousin jovani is the accistant manager for the theater. we had some bud and smoked out in ( Read more... )

well im finally living in ventura,except i have to go back to the shit of bakersfield on monday for health insurance or some shit. but im glad im living with my cousins here. i get to see my grandparents and uncles. i think its the best thing ever to be here.i dont have to worry about anything,no stupid problems with friends, not worried about were ( Read more... )

damn i finally graduated.its the best feeling in the world.but i took my time,and effort to do my hwk.thanks to my cousin.i really feel lonely with that him.and i wish me and him could party.but my journey hasnt finish yet,january im going to west wood.then after that,im going to music college. i know its going to be frustrating,and its going to be ( Read more... )

well im moving back to ventura,well santa paula. im more happy here than anything else really. im really going to miss the memories i had over there and the friends too. but im going for my goal until its too late...i only have about a week left from discovery, then move to santa paula, then jan. going to college. its time for me to move on really ( Read more... )

fuck thinking about it, theres some times where i feel like fastfowarding life, and theres time where u want to rewind it. but i really want to rewind for many reasons.but u cant this is real not a movie. when ur a kid its sort of really a care free life. except getting abuse, parents divorce, skool,etc. then teen life is more about jobs, who u ( Read more... )

dude u no wat pisses me off the most is when fucking mexicans hate there own race i mean, saying shit how they live calling them wetbacks,etc. that shows me their more ignarant than anybody else in the states. im proud and give pride that i, and and other mexicans have a beatiful culture, and a fucking tough one too.i dont give a shit if they live ( Read more... )

well i finally found a girl to talk to. her name is celenand we have things in common. well i finally got my tat. and im proud for it. im going to get more tats soon im going to get my sleeves started. but alot of things been going on for me. ive started discovery. need to get a job. the band is starting to to come up. and my cousin may live here. ( Read more... )

my cousin, bernardo lugo died on the 10 of aug. at the age of 17. he died in a car accident, which i really dont know the whole story of it. he was a brother, me and him grew up together. we stayed in mex for the same year i did. we had fun, and did alot of crazy shit. he was my blazing buddy, and drinking buddy, the funniest thing is he always had ( Read more... )

well yesterday was one of the best nights i had in my life, i finally found something good in my life, shromming, dude that shit was intense, i felt free, i felt careless, and left all my problems behind. with my friend cody and his gf;at her house, wich is a fucking mansion, we triped for hours, from 10 till 3 a clock in the morning. the colors, ( Read more... )

well yesterday i was preety drunk, but it was one of the funnest nights i haved. we went clubing to la movida, i thought it was going to be bunk, but i was hella wrong, hot chix, and alot of them dancing, that scene is wierd thou, u dont really ask them if they want to dance, u just go up to them and go for it, so i did that, for one i was drunk, i ( Read more... )