ok, obviously, it's been longer than i thought.
i'm married now.

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he's been acting really shady, again.
and even more so, with the anger issue.
i'm starting to think things won't work out.

i don't really know what to do anymore.
he's seemed to have lost interest, entirely.
he dosen't ever want to come over anymore.
it seems that he dosen't want to go anywhere with me, anymore, actually.

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wow.
98 weeks since i last updates?
that's ... actually kinda lame.
since i was updating on here about every other day.

jesus..
was i really that stupid?
throwing around the "l" word?
damnnnnnn...

uh.
mated-
mated?!?!
wow, i can't type

DATED
this guy..
well, more like, man.
Matthew?
yeah.. TWO years.
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gahh..
da-VID was alright
i dunno
we just kinda split
matthew james and i?
>.<
we're lovers
yeah.. you heard me
lovers

andihateit

Kevin?
love?
psssh
riiiiiiiiiiight

anyways.. yeah
i'm "seeing" this guy
David
and.. he's pretty amazing
mmhmmm

but if you wanna keep in touch.. hit up the myspace
www.myspace.com/xdarkinnkeeperx
or the aim
ohwow alyssA

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yeah.. i'm not dead
sorry everyone who reads this
probly no one
anyways
yeah
caleb?
naw
fuck that shit
kevin?
yeah.. he's my new loverrrrrr
and he's amazing

at least for now.. i believe
idk.. i love him and shit
but.. i dunno how long this shit's gonna last

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biiiiiiiiiiiitccccccccchhhhhhhhhh
please

you wish you were as hott as me
i'm so fuckin eletrikkk

and i like caleb^.^

yeah nukka

............WOW

that's all i have to say to this

umm.. matt and i aren't really talking right now.. i've been through hell for these past two weeks. Might be moving out for a while. i'm currently single right now let's see how long this one lasts..

and.. yeah

hahahahaaa..
that certainly caught your attention.. at least i've gotten one person to read this bullshit..

umm..

tomorrow's 1 month for matt and i

©

but i can't get ahold of him.. at all..

and with the whole lyle thing..

grr...

horrible mood

nothin new to say..

i might be going to the avondale prom this year.. dunno tho.. scott hasn't asked me..

<3