god...where did it go...how many others wish they could be a child forever...not have to take part in the bullshit part of life...the part of life which is living for yourself which really has no meaning to me....i dont care about my life...all i can do is write music and lyrics filled with pain and love until im sucked dry...i need to stop ( Read more... )

what a fucking stupid holiday. i could understand paying reguards to long dead people for a battle they fought but how we celebrate it is kinda fucked up...we light things that strongly resemble cannons and watch the pretty colors further polluting the atmosphere...if you think about it, early summer is a prime time for birds and other animals to ( Read more... )

i really wish i didnt have to be here, i wish i didnt have to pay attention to anything, instead id just die with an understanding that i could never have lived this life without a complete loathing of humans sad existance...even though im only 18 years old ive ruled out the possibilities of many forms of existence...i read the bible while i was ( Read more... )

Whenever i think about my life there is always some kind of music that pushes me along...I beleive humans have always had strong emotional links to music ever since the idea of a 'song' or composition was rationalized. Whether it be NoFx, slipknot, korn, bad religion, mudvayne, or any other lyrically and musically progressive music, i can fit it ( Read more... )

why do i drink so much? because i can...because i hate the thought of waking up tomorrow...i have love, but love doesnt change pointlessness...or does it....i wont know till its too late, life works like that...always fucking you over for some lesson...maybe the lesson is we shouldnt be doing what we're doing at all...maybe we should all live in ( Read more... )

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